Porch

I guess I have one last thing to say

One last promise to make

Let me say it out loud

Let us both find our peace along the way.

We flew so high we touched the clouds

Something chopped our wings, and we came crashing down

We had good times, good memories, and emotions

And infinite inside jokes that used to be our own.

Hurting you was an unconscious mistake

You know I mean it, I begged the gods for you

Giving up on each other for attitude we couldn’t take

We were so unbendable we had no clue.

But after all this turmoil that we went through

And all this drama that left us numb

I want you to never forget how good we were once

I want you to know how far we have come.

I still see you sometimes when I’m asleep

Wake up and realize it was something I couldn’t keep

And yes it’s sad to let someone like you go

But I knew it was time and I couldn’t have said no.

Trust me you will continue to be in my good books

And I’ll forever praise the qualities you possessed

I’ll miss calling you first thing I wrote something new

But I hope you continue to read them, happy or when stressed.

And I’ll defend you every time they come at us

Trying to tell me, as if they know what we were

Because that’s something only you and I shared

I might not have the right anymore, but I swear I still care.

You might have people too who laugh at what we had

But don’t worry about them, people were always jealous anyway

We have run our course with memories sweet and sore

Now we keep them in a shimmery box and bury them by the shore.

I want you to achieve all we ever talked about

Want you to continue winning without a hint of doubt

Keep shining with or without me

Maybe invisible, but forever on your side, I’ll be.

We didn’t work out in this world, but somewhere else we just might

Building a life together, we might achieve great heights

And stand on that porch we used to talk of

Watching the rain as it pours and falls off.

So let go of the differences that led to where we are

We did the right thing before it went too far

You gave me more bliss than you gave me scars

And it might not be mine anymore, but take care of that heart.