Mornings draggy as forever have been
Life has made me an adult from teen
All these changes gulping me
Deepest ponds to shallow seas.
Life has treated me in all ways
Calming sun to burning rains
Something brought out the truth in me
My struggles talk through poetry.
Some hit so hard they left a mark
Their presence I forever starve
Walking to make the horizons meet
Now empty skies is all I see.
Lies have taken more than they take
This path of rubbles took forever to make
Yet turning back all I ever see
Is the misery that life has brought on me.
For an atheist, I still do pray
A few things to forever stay the same
For all these changes keep me awake
I believe in god for my own sake.
My soul hurts to be a pessimist
In good things is all trauma I see
Life brought out the truth in me
All my misery takes rest in poetry.
Poetry In My Veins 