You Know

I have been worse,

 I have seen worse.

I’m not your knight in shining armor;

You knew this was coming, the instant we met,

So, its your fault if being with me makes you upset.

I am a warrior, a fighter like no other,

But you know, I cry to the rude words of my brother.

I am the strongest woman you’ll ever see,

But you’ve heard the sound of my heart breaking from my family.

I am the most stubborn, head-strong person,

But you know, of all people who in my mind I’m cursing.

I am a hater and a liar and a traitor,

But you have seen my sides of a keeper and a waiter.

I am so hateful I kill people in my mind,

But you know, you have never seen someone near as kind.

I know I hurt people with my bullet-like words,

But you have seen me swinging my goodwill swords.

I know I am a torture, a punishment to be around,

But you know I’m a good heart, just waiting to be found.

I know I am a demon, creating all the chaos,

But you know I’ve been an angel and how my coins tossed.

I know I don’t deserve you, and never will I,

But you know I’ll stay with you till the day I die.

And I know I tell you I’ll never come back to you,

But you know in this world, there’s no better match then us two!

– by Tanya Rana